Prayers on a Tuesday

Dear Lord,

I want to give you all the control. I know I have no control, but it's difficult to admit. I like to be in control of my life, but I know I need to recognize that I cannot do this life with the reigns in my hand. Sometimes I get scared to ask for your help with things because I know you will provide me with opportunities to work through those specific things. I once learned when I asked for patience that you gave me opportunities to grow in patience. I fear that as I ask for your help with control that I will feel so out of control. This idea looms over my head because it is scary to think about such loss of control. In my life right now, I'm barely holding on to all the pieces that are making up my puzzle piece of life. I know in my heart that if I let go, you will catch me. I know in my heart that your hands are not far below my dangling feet. I know in my heart that you will not let me fall. But it's my head that says "keep holding on!" My head screams that I am about to lose control and that will make me a wreck. I guess my first prayer is to help my head understand my heart. And my second is to help me lost control so that you can gain control. I know you have in store what's best for me and I trust that you have me in your perfect place here. Thank you for the peace that will come. Thank you for the support that is my family and friends. Thank you for your perfect will.

I pray this in Jesus' name.

PLEXUS WORKS

Here is a picture of my face in the same location and lighting with no make up on. Day 1 on the left, Day 30 on the right.

I'm clearly not a blogger, since it's been over a year since I posted, but I starting the Plexus journey, so I needed a way to keep track of changes.  My goal through this journey is to clear my face and reduce anxiety.  Plexus has many added benefits, and I will continue working out at Pure Barre in order to stay in shape.  I am not interested in losing weight, but I will keep track of my measurements to see what happens.  Since I'm hoping my face clears up, I will post a picture with no makeup once a week.  Today begins my journey.  I just finished my first SLIM drink and will take the BIO Cleanse and ProBIO5 tonight.

Small update from my last post.  I gave up my title as Miss Greater Hot Springs, and I've been studying Counseling at UNT.  I'm earning my Masters degree and have about five semesters left. I am working at Pure Barre as a fitness teacher and just started at Stretch N Grow as a preschool pe and ballet teacher.

Later today, I will post my measurements and first make-up free picture.